Assalamualaikum.

Today is 1 November 2012. This is my new blog. I've forgotten my-old -blog-password. So,I've made new blog! Looks like it's an update, after so so so long. I haven't felt like writing for a very long time. The will to write. I want to write again. Sooner rather than later.

Bear with me people. If you don't want to read my blog, then please close this tab. Pretty please with a cherry on top.

There's a lots of things that happened to me this year. The beginning of the year is quite disaster for me. Mom and dad divorced. I was so sad. I stayed w my mom and I think that unfair for my dad. In my mind thinking that I must look for happiness. I must get out from this miserable zone.

As I got the offer letter from technical institute kuantan so I decided to stay in hostel. I think it would be a good idea. But it turns to holy shit! SAD SAD SAD BLUE. I miss my mom, IBU!

What went wrong?

Was our family love is not as strong?

Its hard to believe that she's gone?

Why she's left why she's gone

Was I do anything wrong?

I got letter from mom.

Pardon me this happened to your little heart.

That mommy and daddy has split apart.

For 19 years we have been through ups and downs

A stitch in time save nine

Mommy and daddy were not meant to be.

People see me as a dead girl faking a fake smile.

With the beautiful smile and stupid lies.

Well deep inside I'm bleeding, I'm needing,I'm begging.